BlutEngel - Über den Horizont ♫

Über Den Horizont

Du bist in deiner welt gefangen

Ohne licht und zeit

In stiller ergebenheit

Erträgst du die einsamkeit

Du willst nicht mehr weiter

Doch du siehst den weg zurück nicht mehr

Tausend ängste in deiner seele

Und dein herz unendlich schwer

Niemand wird es je verstehen

Du kannst diesen weg nicht alleine gehen

Wenn die einsamkeit dein herz zerbricht

Und der schmerz in dir erwacht

Wenn deine dunklen träume

Dich verführen in jeder nacht

Dann komm zu mir, komm zu mir

Breite deine flügel aus und flieg

Mit mir durch die nacht

Über den horizont hinaus...

Schließ deine augen

Spür das leben ein letztes mal

Spür die kälte auf deiner haut

Nichts bleibt so wie es war

Eine neue hoffnung wird

Durch deinen mut geboren

Die schuld der vergangenheit

Bleibt in deiner erinnerung verloren

Wenn die einsamkeit dein herz zerbricht

Und der schmerz in dir erwacht

Wenn deine dunklen träume

Dich verführen in jeder nacht

Dann komm zu mir, komm zu mir

Breite deine flügel aus und flieg

Mit mir durch die nacht

Über den horizont hinaus...

Schließ deine augen

Spür das leben ein letztes mal (ein letztes mal)

Spür die kälte auf deiner haut

Nichts bleibt so wie es war

Schließ deine augen

Spür das leben ein letztes mal

Wenn die einsamkeit dein herz zerbricht

Und der schmerz in dir erwacht

Wenn deine dunklen träume

Dich verführen in jeder nacht

Dann komm zu mir, komm zu mir

Breite deine flügel aus und flieg

Mit mir durch die nacht

Über den horizont hinaus...

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Kyle Thompson Galery

Kyle Thompson is a young photographer very talented. He takes self-portraits, using surreal effects and styles to create very cool photos. Inspired by music, art and his environment, discover some of his pics in the article. 

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Valley of Tears

I shaved my hair. People do not know why I cut my long hair. They don't understand. It's a time for grieve. When I bow my head down at my Lord's feet. Time for crying. In time to regret my sins and put my mouth in the dust. Time of suffering. In time to repent of my wrong turns. It's too easy to surrender again. Throw everything up and give in. But I'm not giving up. Well, I've cheated my eyes the enough to know. It's nothing but a lie. Still these desires are there deep in my heart. 
I wonder how cruel the next days will be. Such difficulty ahead. For a while I'm here. Hidden in the dark. The room is cold and the anger in my heart begins to spread. All those questions in my head. Hunger and thirst. It kills me. It seems that everything is made to drive me into madness and death. Except God, there's no reason to live for. This body is already dead; weak and naked. Nevertheless, even in death of flesh my spirit will go on. It's alive and restless until it reaches the heavens. Eternal Life is awaiting me. Fields of piece shining with grace. And no more despair. 
So I stand my ground holding onto my faith. Because I know Who leads me through the Valley of Tears. And I know that not even my steps will be reminded on the desert sand. For all of my fears shall pass away, saved in His arms. Therefore, there will no longer humiliation. That's the way I resist the evil. Because I already see myself as a Winner. I can see myself delighting in victory. And my eyes do not look at the suffering cause my thoughts are concentrated on heights. 

Prayers

I need your pardon, Lord. Because without you I'm lost. I have conscience of what I've done, and why this things came to happen. It's all consequence of sin; my own actions. And I receive all them as punishment for my  mistake. I know I got You. I know I can call for You whenever I need. Nevertheless I've disappointed You. I'm weak and broken. Please, come undone what I've done. Come pick me up, because I'm gonna face a war but I'm already fallen. I need the strength to go on. Be my sword and my shield. Thou said You love me, even when I was found right on the wrong side of it all. I believe in You. I trust that You are there watching over me. I don't wanna fail myself anymore. I wanna be the soldier to fight the good fight. Thou made me small to be grandeur in me; weak to be my strength. My heart is open for You, my Lord. May dwell the Holy Spirit in me again. I only ask You the grace to mend the things I made. I wanna pass through this valley with all the certain that I'm not alone, for Thou art with me. My soul are delivered to You. And only for You I shall live. 'Cause I'm Yours. Amen. 

Chains of Lust

I feel sick. I feel thin, like I'm about to break. Hanging by a fine line between yes and no. It's too easy to surrender. It doesn't seem so wrong, but it weakens me. Because, that is my shame, my sin. I can't go on this way. Such a blunder always ends badly. This need I reel in like a time bomb ready to explode; And I hold the switch that activates it. 
What is worse is that I've done it. After the consuming flames only ashes remains. Vastness of doom. A land of despair and ruin. Fear and solitude. It is the evil within that stains my honor. The slavery keeping me from kneeling. I feel dirty. Unworthy. Be this feeling always in mind that I shall remember it well in order to repel such a disgusting thing. 
A destroyed nation cannot go to war, nor its enemy is concerned to bring it down for it's already fallen. It's confined to DEATH. I won't let this build up inside of me anymore. I'm the only one who may fail myself. Regardless of how strong these chains of lust come tempt me. 

My Nightfall Sight

Tom Samuel

https://www.facebook.com/tomsamuel7

"..A NIGHTINGALE in a golden cage. That's me locked inside reality's maze.."

Consequences of Sin

 So it's gonna be the hardest way. It's not like I don't deserve it. Great. I don't care if I have to harden my heart and hit the black wall again. Although I tried to wander through paths of light, we all have darkness within. And I find myself exactly at the payment for my sins. That's what you get when you let the poison run through your veins. I put myself in that. I'll find a way out. 

 Now, that we're already talking about darkness. Let me say it loud. "Right now I see what I really am: a thief, a whore and a liar." ♫ Like I said, that's how everything got here. How things' came to this point by the grandeur it strained for. Of course, the fault is my own. And all mine. It's not like I'm blaming myself. I knew all the consequences and where I was walking on. However, the line was crossed. Steps of doom. I knew and still went there. 

 I left this go too far. It's been several years from the beginning. I could curse that day, call it the day I met the evil. The day the seed was planted. No, the curse itself's been already there long before. And when it comes to that bloody lust, I can remember it since, as a baby, I gained consciousness and memories. Oh, I remember the first time I got tempted. How the prey was so attractive, so appealing. Twenty years has passed. Two decades of perdition. A lifetime for so much suffering. 

 I left this go too far. Now I gotta stop it, otherwise it will kill me. Stop the lies. But believe me, none would choose such sub-life. I don't know why I'm condemned. Bounded by chains of desire. A prison for my mind.

 The addictive poison. Amusing pleasure. All those victims in your head. You cannot stop. Like an uncontrolled frenzy as long as you drink. As deep as you sink. All an Illusion. And when you finally feel satisfied, when your thirst is supplied. All that remains is the emptiness within. 'Cause it's also a lie, a momentary delight. 

 I became my worst enemy. You don't mind how it feels like fighting against yourself. Everyday this burden coexisting inside you. Never goes away. When you try so hard to resist. "It's a slow fade, when you give yourself away; It's a slow fade, when black and white are turned to gray. All thoughts invade; choices are made. A price will be paid when you give yourself away. People never crumble in a day. It's a slow fade," ♫ You don't know what is like.  

Rancores de Velhas Memórias Mortas

‎"Aprende que nunca se deve dizer a uma criança que sonhos são bobagens… Poucas coisas são tão humilhantes e seria uma tragédia se ela acreditasse nisso." - Willian Shakespeare 


 Hoje eu estava mexendo em uma memória minha.. bem, eu assisti o filme Harry Potter III (Prisioneiro de Azkaban) e me lembrei que na quinta ou sexta série (não me lembro exatamente) fiz um trabalho de Inglês sobre esse filme. (Tirei 10 é claro) ^^ mas o prof Wanderson disse uma coisa que eu não esqueço, como que menosprezasse a escolha do filme, e a escolha de uma cena favorita (em particular, foi quando Harry voa no Hypogrifo). Não foi exatamente uma má-critica, digamos que aquilo ofendeu o orgulho de uma criança. Afinal, voar não é a melhor coisa que se pode sonhar? .. rancores de velhas memórias mortas ..

Nightwish - The Escapist ♫

Nightwish - THE ESCAPIST - VAMPIRE HUNTER D Anime

 (watch full movie on YouTube)

Who's there knocking at my window? 

The Owl and the Dead Boy

This night whispers my name

All the dying children

Virgin snow beneath my feet

Painting the world in white

I tread the way and lose myself into a tale

-x-

Come hell or high water

My search will go on

Clayborn Voyage without an end

A nightingale in a golden cage

That's me locked inside reality's maze

Come someone make my heavy heart light

Come undone bring me back to life

-x-

A nightingale in a golden cage

That's me locked inside reality's maze

Come someone make my heavy heart light

It all starts with a lullaby

Journey homeward bound

The sound of a dolphin calling

Tearing off the mask of man

The Tower my sole guide

This is who I am

The Escapist, paradise seeker

Farewell now time to fly

Out of sight, out of time, away from all lies

A nightingale in a golden cage

That's me locked inside reality's maze...

Shadow of the Colossus

I started playing today the Shadow of the Colossus game for PlayStation 2. 

This is the third giant our hero Wander faces. Very hard to kill, I must add. 

Fighting theses monster challenge us to an exciting journey. 

Believe me, you'll like the feeling when you overthrow these beasts down.

Férias

Fazendo as coisas que eu gostaria de fazer como dormir até o meio dia, beliscar lanchinhos toda hora, ficar de booa sem responsabilidades. São muitas sessões pipocas, assistindo mtos animes, jogando video game com meu primo.. lendo mtos livros.. curtindo mto mto mto
Então, to na primeira semana ainda! kkkk volto lá pro dia quatro do mes que vem. Está sendo bom me desligar um pouco.. me jogar num mundo só de diversão. Perder o controle por um momento; não pensar em nada; dormir e sonhar sem hora pra acordar.
E como diria Hayley e um pouco de minhas próprias palavras.. "Colocar os problemas no pause e dar play para a terra-do-nunca.. Ser feliz pelo menos enquanto a musica dura tocando."

A Friend's Word

Thank You, Lord For Giving Me A Friend. Can't Express How I'm Glad For!

Tonight My Heart Doesn't Bleed; My Wounds Doesn't Hurt. I'm in Peace.