Saturday, January 28, 2012

A Gift for a Friend


I just wanna tell this softly, without hurting you.
I wanted you to know I'm not angry.
And you don't have to feel any shame.
Because you gave me a reason to believe.
Even I didn't showed that you inspired me.
Now, I deliver you from your debt. No pressure.
And we don't need to talk anything about it.
I just wanted you to know that.
But I didn't find the way to say.
I'm doing this for you because I know how it feels.
And I wanted someone had understood me as well.
So, we are released from every agreement.
I wish you have happiness in your path. For real!
Enjoy the Gift.



by Tom Samuel
Guarulhos, SP, Brazil


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Lullaby

Sweet raindrops playing fondly a Lullaby; 
Singing perfectly every single hit.
I can't ignore my sense of danger. 
Like an enchanted symphony it keeps me under a spell. 
And leads me into the everlasting free-fall. 


My eyes are getting heavy and my mouth calls for water. 
Mind and thought begin to fade and to become into nothing. 
As if it's yearning to take my breath away. 
I breathe deeply in an attempt to withstand its handling.
One last effort to awaken.


by Tom Samuel
Guarulhos, SP, Brazil


Saturday, January 14, 2012

O Sonho – Clarice Lispector

"Sonhe com aquilo que você quer ser,
porque você possui apenas uma vida
e nela só se tem uma chance
de fazer aquilo que quer.

Tenha felicidade bastante para fazê-la doce.
Dificuldades para fazê-la forte.
Tristeza para fazê-la humana.
E esperança suficiente para fazê-la feliz.

As pessoas mais felizes não tem as melhores coisas.
Elas sabem fazer o melhor das oportunidades
que aparecem em seus caminhos.

A felicidade aparece para aqueles que choram.
Para aqueles que se machucam
Para aqueles que buscam e tentam sempre.
E para aqueles que reconhecem
 a importância das pessoas que passaram por suas vidas."


Clarice Lispector


Lazuli

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Leave me here forever in the Dark

I used to think that my feelings open the gates inviting my ghosts to get inside.
However, I love the cold and the rain.
In which, when I am closer them that's when I am safest.
I've been trying to be tough, careful and accurate.
Just to keep myself straight on my path.
But I can't help myself and then I surrender to such a calling.
When I watch my favorites movies and everything doesn't exists anymore.
When I read stories of vampires or medieval legends; Tales of angels.
It's when I wanna stay forever in the dark.
Because I know is there I belong. 




by Tom Samuel
Guarulhos, SP, Brazil


Thursday, January 5, 2012

Cling to Nothing. Let Go of Everything.

My purpose for this blog is to use it like a diary. 
There've been a few days since my last post.
Well, when you have much to say but nowhere to start, writing becomes a little difficult.
During this time many things happened. I saw the mighty falling one by one;
And somethings I used to consider solid, melting. 
It means that nothing endures forever. So do I.


by Tom Samuel
Guarulhos, SP, Brazil

This is not Reallity. It's just a Dream

I'm hanging by a thread. Hoping things find out their way.
The lies I keep up to survive. 
This kind of living is grounded on pillars of sand.
One big wave and all the building falls down. 
Some expectations can't be ignored. I dream of the end of all troubles.
Will theses ghosts disappear? What if they doesn't? 
I really wanna be alive when everything is all right. 'Till then, I survive.
I know what I have to do but something just pushes me apart.
Ever turning out my way. So hard to fight against it.
Such an awful addiction holds me. And I blindly answer its calling.


by Tom Samuel
Guarulhos, SP, Brazil

Monday, January 2, 2012

Verstecken spielen

Wieder lieg ich auf der Lauer
Denn wir spielen unser Spiel
Wieder wart ich an der Mauer

Und ich höre deinen Atem
Und ich rieche deine Angst

Eins,... zwei,... drei,... vier,...
Fünf, sechs, sieben, acht, neun, zehn!
Augen auf - ich komme! -
Tom Samuel



by Mariana Galdino

Guarulhos, SP, Brazil

Sunday, January 1, 2012

'Till The Death of Me


Save me, i'm looking in from the outside
Save me, as water fills my lungs
Save me, i'm reaching up for the surface
Save me before i choke

Take me on, i'm here, i'm ready

I don't want to live forever
I just want to live for you
If this world falls down around us
We'll be here shining through

And i know sometimes we move too fast
And leave our ghosts behind us
But now they're in front of me
Don't give up on me just yet
I know that you won't, i'm too hard to forget
Is this really what you want for me?
Now i need to believe
Is this really where you want me to be
This is our struggle, we need to believe

When i'm gone don't cry for me
My spirit will live on
If you put your faith in me i could be the one
I'll live on

I still believe



Awakening (2011)

Sunset

I watch the sunset out my window.
Cars are moving fast; World is turning. 
The lights of the town shine like stars under montains. 
I breathe the cold wind touching my face; 
Then trees bow down to its blow. 
Airplanes fly in the sky and its sound ascends the night colors. 


written about five years ago


by Tom Samuel
Guarulhos, SP, Brazil


Intransponível - by Wendy

Quando de leve sentir me preso, envolvido por completo pelo silêncio.
Não sentirei nada. Descansarei solitário, repousando frio sobre a terra,
meus sentidos provinham da alma tomados de embreaguês.
Insensibilidade do ser, serei em abismos do outro mundo.
Se torne meu desejo. Insaciável insinuação de repouso.
Uma chance, e o ofuscante repousar no suicídio se tornará meu lar.



by Wendy
 Santa Maria, RS, Brazil


from:
Ao Senso Crítico: Intransponível